[Poem] Reverie

Reverie

I revolved my life on your thoughts of me…

You promised bliss,

Addiction is all you give.

I climb to the highest skyscraper,

Gave it to you, expecting applauses

But got none, except bad blood, and clout chasing Savage lords.

Sometimes I hit jackpot

I get famous

That even my tears bring comforting words.

2nd or 3rd

I thrive to please you all

And slowly I get lost…

In you, Stupidity is applauded as wisdom

Recklessness, bravery

Its no longer, disrespect or arrogance, rather its savagery.

I fear my blood from my loins

Grow in the walls of the rainbow, squared in a white line

And drown in the spiralling of white complete with a thought line.

I can't even plan a party

Without seeking your opinion

My food and drinks you give.

Weigh me up in grams instantly

Cause you the instant graming machine,

Yes that's your job, scaling.

Last I weighed

I was just a little below the mark of living

Worry not I'm still sinking, now thoughts of suicide cloud my mind.

Flashy toys, and expensive things

Just a little more I will be like him

If I could just switch this figures, the birds see not.

I could go on and on

But the gloomy skies make their call

Its my time, bring the guillotine.

Drop it, be quick

Make sure its sharp and smiling

Drop it….

Drop it on my esteem, let me sink

I'm both thin and stupid

Or chubby and useless.

I've been body shamed

Because I couldn't attain this "perfect shape"

I hunger daily to attain this.

I hit the gym daily, not because I love it,

But what would my followers think?

I would rather loose a thousand of me.

Than loose a thousand followers

I know none of these people,

But they love my post daily.

I've grown so slim "the perfect body"

Combined with a big booty

I grew in the laboratory.

His seed, I flushed down the toilet,

Because what would they think?

"I got an instant baby?"

Ridiculous

Nostalgic

Astounding

Intelligent

Funny

Rich

Gifted

Smart

Bi

Sadistic

Useless

Crazy

Brave

Independent

Fresh

Sexy

Belle

Perfect

Smart

Expensive

Trendy

Cook

Fire

The list is endless.

All this I tried to be,

Just so when the instant graming machine

Weighs me, I will be worthy.

Guillotine...

Glue it in.

Writer: Taiwo Samuel #DarkFrost